Mike

That was sent to me from the best person ever. . .ever.

This is shit I just lost my whole fucking update or whatever I'm going to sleep. Fuck this.

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It's true nothing interseting does ever happen here. We got a lot of snow my mom is away so I had to clean my whole driveway and porch by myself which really sucked cause they are huge and had like a foot of snow on them. Nothing is happening with me I need something new. I can't wait for everyone to get home from college cept scott. Driving in the snow is sooooooooooo much fun I think that might make up for having to do all the work here by myself. I helped some guy who's car was stuck in a snow drift get out he was happy and that made me happy. The little pleaseures are always the best. I found out the other day that one of my friends does coke now and I was like WTF? The Last Samurai was awesome everyone should see it. I want a girlfriend I'm bored. New York City is always fun at 6 in the morning, me and Mike were there to go and get his girlfriend-ish-type person. Well really he went there to break it off and make it all stop but instead we were there until like 9 thirty in the morning and she wound up coming back to NJ with us, some crazy hatian taxi driver gave us directions to where we were going after mike made a wrong turn it was awesome. That's pretty much it. Things are slow.

The past couple of days have been pretty good I hung out with mike and z on saturday night I wanted to hangout with chris but mike needed a favor so I couldn't. I'm feeling pretty happy. I got a 100$ bonus at work for selling some stuff that we do. I sold over 2000$ worth. I've just been playing video games and hanging out the past two days but it's all good. I also played some chess and learned some new stuff it was good. I have to go to work tomorrow but that's okay. On Wed. I'm gonna bring my stool that I painted in 7th grade to work and it is gonna kick ass then my mom wants me to go to syracuse to see the new house that she and maybe me in a while are gonna live in. I don't think that I can go because my sleeping habits are insane and I have to work on friday so there is no way that I could wake up in time to drive home on friday to get to work. I'm thinking about driving up on wed night and coming back on thursday. I dunno I still have a day to think but time is running out for me to get my shit together about where and who I'm gonna live with. That's all for now.

This weekend sucked. Nothing seems to be going right. All I did was work. I hungout with Rahel twice, which is so good but soo bad for me. I need something that won't leave, something that I can hold onto. Just something that is always there when I need it to be. I'm really tired. I was supposed to hangout with Chris and I really wanted to but mike called and needed a favor so I helped him out. I can't be "Sometimes". I can't really think of anything else to say, wish you were here always.
So alone, so cold, so tired, so what?

The past week or so has been pretty rough. umm I mostly worked mostly. I also hungout with Rhea which was pretty good but also kinda bad. Then I hungout at her house for a while with her and her family. Then I worked more. I didn't get to eat like anything today or the past two days I have been soo busy it's insane too much work is not good for me. Work today was kinda good though cause I was really tired and wore my hat like all day without realizing it. Now my cat's in my room and I have to go. Bye.

So was this girl that came into Palmer last friday and I gave her a hard time about renting something cause it was funny. She wanted to get Spice World and I was like WTF is the matter with you? Get Josie and the Pussycats. and then I got this.
Mike Keller,
this is Kate, the customer from yesterday, Friday the 14th. I was the girl who you were giving a hard time to. I am deeply traumatized by the way you treated me. Actually, I knew that you were joking around, but I don't remember much of it, but my friend Steven told me all about it. I just wish that you should treak drunken girls more respectful. I'd appreciate it greatly! Thanks for yer appreciation. cheers!
Kate
And that is the most amazing thing ever. The only thing that tops that is that she rented Josie and the Pussycats tonight when she came in and talked to me. I love my job.

So there's this girl that I really really like. And everything about her is amazing. She likes me too I think. The catch is that she lives in New York State. I don't know what to do cause she said that I need to be her friend and I try to be but she is so far away and it's hard, and depressing and I miss her a lot. And I want to go out with her but I can't because she says NO! And everything is not okay this sucks and I'm depressed and I don't know if there is anything that I can do to change it. On a better note I stole a toy hummer from Zintis and it kicks fucking ass. But seriously what the fuck can I do this is shit. Peace.

Today was okay. Work was pretty good just like all Wednesdays, I get to watch something good for a change. Then I went to go hangout with Mike and Mario both of which I haven't seen in forever. We played some movie game it was fun I lost a lot. Me and Mike went to go get some food and on the way there and back talked about a lot of shit that's going on and stuff that might happen. I dunno things are confusing right now but good.

Man today was shite. I miss the way things were like woah. Anyway I thinks that's about it for now. I went to work. Talked about Rick James all day and had a good conversation with a couple of people that I work with. Then I came home, I ended up going to Jay's and just hanging out, that's good times. Now I'm alone. So good night or whatever.